Monday, November 20, 2006
losing it.
acceding [this how you spell it?] request to update. ok, so saturday joined neo... and like many other DMs and couple of BMs at vivo. first time there. that place really doesn't look that big on the outside. once you're in, heh heh all changes. anyway, things were quite ok. met new people and said hi. but i guess alot of time was wasted deciding on small things, can plan better next time la. ok fine, sorry to neo ji hui for saying its his fault. NOT YOUR FAULT. GV was out of tickets, decided to arcade. then sentosa. within 5mins of that idea they scraped it and suggested going to bugis. on the train suddenly suggested ice skating, which means JEC. so, we ended up there. and 8 people went in. stayed outside. so sad, just because i had to leave. i guess that day was pretty eventful?-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
had band prac today. band's just no longer the same. neo talked about the past, about our years in the sun and it reminded me of nco. but i think those years really trained rimb members, spiritually and physically and it taught us to FIGHT. COMPETE. ACHIEVE. & ENJOY AND APPRECIATE THE PROCESS. what is it that our band looks for now? cca points. soccer. jokes. breaks. i'm losing it. LOSING IT. and we're going to LOSE IT. lose all the years of hard work and developement and all the hopes pinned on us by the school and the previous batches. and mr oura. the whole process as it is is already wrong. we will not bluff our way through any longer. if you are in RIMB you are going to put in 110% of your effort. and not let YOURSELF down. do something. WAKE UP!
a midsummer's night dream will remain a dream if you, i, we keep it so.
leezy at 5:04 PM
